Only if I had

Only if I had known that love is not just happiness but pain and realization.
Only if I had known that refutation and justification are it’s foundation. 

Only if I had known that this world isn’t innocent, an amiable person turns into malevolent.
Only if I had known after a while their love makes your spirits sink and desolate. 

Only if I had known that loving someone wholeheartedly is unfortunate.
Only if I had known that love is easy to make and easy to break.

Only if I had known that moon lightens the sea but they never meet.
Only if I had known that love makes you walk alone in a dark street.

Only if I had known that human life is ruled by reasons and not emotions.
Only if I had known that the floating emotions turns into commotions. 

Only if I had known that love never grows, it gets decay and finally it gets destroyed.
Only if I had known that people put you down, your trust, you love, they start to avoid.

Only if I had taken worthy decision for myself, for my life,
it wouldn’t have been hard to survive.
Only if I had done justice to my capabilities, to my self love,
the path would have been easier which is yet to come. 
Only if I had believed my God more than you,
I would have been delighted doing everything I love to do. 
Only if my soul had not loved you unconditionally,
my sentiments wouldn’t have hurt intensively. 

Only if I had known that love is not fondness but disgrace. 
Only if I had known that love never flourishes, it fades.Image

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It shall pass

And now my patience is wearing thin and I feel tired,
not wanting to let go of things I desired . 
Wanting to drown myself in work, wanting to hide in a cave 
where nobody would judge and I will feel safe . 
Taking a deep breath and tolerating the painful emotions
introspecting and ending the commotions .
Holding on to the certainty that blue doesn’t last forever,
emotions all have their own season and they play clever.
No matter how sad it might be, it shall pass 
morning will bring light and a new start . 

Maybe I could have

 

Maybe I could have chosen someone who was better, 
someone who knew my worth . 
Maybe I could have understood, the world is not so innocent, 
the people aren’t always faithful to you . 
Maybe I could have said the same harsh words, I heard 
gathered the courage needed to end the hurt . 
Maybe I was strong enough to end it there, 
taking a breath of fresh air !!